spring break and i'm still at school. what's up with that? it's because i'm in CREAM, where only the crazy stay on campus over breaks. it's pretty fun though. i've been staying with some other CREAMers so i'm not getting to lonely, no worries.

yeah, nothing really going on...

so, i kind of have a chance at something, but i don't know what to do, or how to go about it. i love how i always bring things up in here but never actually say what...i suppose i could set it as private...but, wouldn't that defeat the purpose of livejournal?

so yeah, i kind of have a chance at something. but i just don't know what to do. i'm sick of never making the move...i just want to make the move for once. but i really don't know how. i'm afraid that someone else is going to first...i guess i'll just say it...of course it has to do with a boy. but i just don't know what to do. WHY am i such a friggin chicken? i'm almost 20 for crying out loud and i get so shy about this stupid crap. i wish i could be like my other friends and just go for it, and not be afraid to go for it. i guess i'm going to just have to sit back for a little bit and think...i'm just really scared that once again, i'm not going to take this opprotunity. that once again, i'll be the girl left behind.

so, bad news today. i was eating breakfast with the roomie and she found an article in the boston globe about Overlook farm, the farm i worked on and fell in love with last summer. their barn caught on fire monday morning and it's gone. 70 animals died. mostly chickens and ducks, but 9 goats too. i've tried getting a hold of them but my boss hasn't called me back. i'm going to try to call him tomorrow. i'm just really worried. all i want to do is go down and help them, do anything to get them back on their feet again. but, dale will be able to do it, along with the help of all the other volunteers. i wish dale had just called me back...maybe he didn't get my message? this is the only thing i've been thinking about since i found out about it at 10:30 this morning....

man, i'm tired. had to wake up at 3 this morning to milk. and because i'm such a nice person i'm covering someone with the afternoon milking. and i have a night check at 10:30 tonight. so i've calculated and i've done every chore this weekend except for saturday morning milk, saturday night check, and sunday am check. 3 out of 8 that i haven't done. but oh well. i was just annoyed that no one was answering angel's call. it's like, come on guys. oh well, angel owes me, along with kristen because i'm covering her night check :)

nothing really going on. just bored and thought i'd write.

peace

well, there isn't really too much going on in the life of angie craig. school isn't so bad this semester because i'm on taking 3 classes. but it's a chance to get my GPA through the roof!!

so this week i figured out what i'm going to do with the whole vet school thing. UVM has a post-baccalaurette program where you take the classes you need to get into med or vet school. they have an 85-90% acceptance rate! so i'm going to graduate, work for about a year and save some money, and then apply to this program, and hopefully i'll get in! i'm really happy that i figured it out because 1) i don't have to worry about what i'm going to do anymore and 2)i can really focus on the classes that i want to take now :)

the other week i went in to talk to my advisor about studying abroad. we came to the conclusion that i wouldn't be able to without dropping my minor. sadly, i stopped thinking about it until last night after i talked to someone who is going to Massey University in New Zealand to vet school. so i came back to my room last night and figured out that if i just switch a couple of classes around, i should be able too!!! the only sucky part is that i can't take this one class i REALLY wanted to take...BUT OH WELL!! i'm sure i can take the same class in NEW ZEALAND!! so i'm going to look into it and hopefully it'll all work out :):)

that's my update!

on august 26th, 2006 at 7:00 pm, i'll be in the 8th row of the champlain valley exposition watching KEITH URBAN!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't believe it. it's going to be absolutly AMAZING. after all, he was entertainer of the YEAR. it's going to be an AWESOME SHOW!!!!!!!

home for the weekend. not doing a whole lot...studying biology, playing on my new computer, thinking about how i should go outside since it's really pretty outside. and how i wanted to go take down the christmas lights but dad is so friggin' annoying. i put all of them up, i think i can manage to take them down just fine. hhhmmm, maybe i'll do it anyways ;)

might not end up going to Washington in May to see my brother...he might get deployed earlier then expected if he takes this job that will make him a higher rank. but that means that he won't be on the front lines. i feel bad because that makes me happy. i'm really worrying about him leaving... the other day i was talking to a bunch of people about the army and they just couldn't understand why the soldiers wanted to go to Iraq. it's not that they want to, it's because the know that's their duty. they joined the army to serve their country and that's what they are doing. they knew what could of happened when they joined. sometimes i feel that as civilians we just don't understand...but i suppose that's why they choose not to be soldiers right?

anywho, that's about it. CREAM is going very well. i'm starting to feel more comfortable with everything about it. I love it!!

ok, i'm gonna run!!

I take a walk
The streets are busy tonight
And I am searching for you
Waiting to brush your shoulder
But I'm alone
I watch the faces roll by
Roll roll roll right by me

How many words will go unspoken
'Til I hear knockin' upon my door
I'm not talkin' the night I spent heart broken
But tonight I know
I won't cry no more
Oh

that just about sums it up

KEITH URBAN IS COMING TO VERMONT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i couldn't be any happier

well, today was the first day back at it. it started off well. went to the gym, ate some breakfast, got back to the room and the STUPID fire alarm went off. Welcome to Wright, where the fire alarm goes off EVER TWO SECONDS. went to work, then had my first class at 5. animal health. i think i'm really going to like it. next tuesday won't be as easy. my RA class and bio lab starts too.

had a first meeting for CREAM yesterday too. i can't wait to start getting into it more. i'm REALLY excited to get started. to bad my first chore isn't until sunday :(

well, welcome back everyone!!

well, heading back to school tomorrow. i'm excited but not. i'm going to miss doing absolutly nothing, though i'm sure i'll be bored out of my friggin mind sooner or later. but i'm excited to head back. this semester is going to be busy, and i'm only taking 3 classes, and i'll be working down at the barn which is definatly going to be an awesome learning experience. i'm really nervous about CREAM though. i dont' know ANYTHING about running a dairy farm. but i suppose that's what it's all about right...learning how to run one?

chrissy gone. i miss her. but i'll be at school tomorrow so it's going to how it was last semester :( i'm glad she's finally there though...she's very happy. that's all i want for her.

well, gonna find something to do.

peace :)

well, i made it back to mexico. getting down there was hell. half way to boston we found that our flight was cancelled until the next day. then it was delayed an hour so we missed our connection to mexico so we were stuck in JFK for 4 hours. but when we finally got down there it was awesome. we stayed at two really rural villages and did some work there, like a reforestation project. after that we went around the oaxaca area and did some site seeing. it was fun. happy to be home now. i'm doing absolutly nothing until school starts. i'm getting nervous about CREAM, but excited too. i hope i do ok...

well, that's my update for now. my brother's wedding was wonderful. he's now a married man!! can't wait to see him and Anita in May!!!!

peace